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Midnight

from Modern Psalms by David Pataconi

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***PLEASE READ***
This is an ANTI Suicide song. Based off a true event. There is hope even in the deepest pit of despair. God can rescue us from our hopelessness and give us new life.

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You slip down here inside from the beginning
A lie spread like sheets upon the bed
Discomfort and darkness my head keeps on swimming
Static charging inside my head

And there’s no turning back
And there’s no turning back
And there’s no turning back
Turning back

At midnight I wanna do something radical
I hate my life so I’ll just give it up
At midnight I wanna do something radical
I hate my life so I’m just gonna give it up

A plan to end it all
Do something radical
Act like an imbecile
And I’m not worth it
Do something meaningful
The worlds greatest fall
This is goodbye
And I’m not…

In the middle of the night you come get me
The noose lays still upon the door
And visions of the aftermath surround me
In tears I collapse upon the floor
(I just can’t do it)

And there’s no turning back
(Inside my head)
And there’s no turning back
(Sentenced to death)
And there’s no turning back
(Take a deep breath)
And You stepped in
Freed me from myself

My end decreed for the future
As I weep inside from the pain
My bedsheets covered in my tears
I never want to face this choice again

Oh God I want to end it all
Sick of this pain in my life
I don’t want it anymore
I hate it all
So I surrender to You
Anything is better than this
I trust in You to fix me
God, help me

And there’s no turning back
(Inside my head)
And there’s no turning back
(Sentenced to death)
And there’s no turning back
(Take a deep breath)
And You stepped in
Freed me from myself

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from Modern Psalms, released June 3, 2022
Lyrics by: David Pataconi
All sounds produced, mixed, and mastered by David Pataconi at Sanctified Studios, Tucson, AZ.

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Evocative music for the nostalgic future. Uplifting Industrial and Synthwave. Armed with infectious vocal hooks and nostalgic synthesizers, my intent is to reinvigorate those who are hurting, and to incite hope and joy into the heart of each listener. Each soundscape is meticulously processed through musical atmospheres and emotionally-charged lyrical outcries of joy, sorrow, and hope in Christ. ... more

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